Life is a Continous function

Life goes on and on.. Life is a continous function untill u differentiate it in small pieces..Generally a Function is continous if its differential at that point, but life is little different.. it stops for nobody.. those people still clutching the past in their hands are doing nothing but loosing life.

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Last two weeks of my life were great.. learnt a lot of new things.. donno y but all of a sudden these different kind of thoughts have started arresting me. For the first time in my life, i want to be alone.. totally alone. Everytime till now i seeked company, but now nothing seems to be important. My frustration is like the tides of a shallow sea.. High at nights and cool at the daytime.I dont miss that old innocent tarun now, but i'm afraid i wont be sweet now.(!!!! when was i ??? ) I dont want to give a break to my life, i want to keep it continous and one thing that proved of great help is that i lost my emotions for everybody.. U love , U care , U hate.. but how it feels when u cant feel anything. ? Happy.. Very Happy.. nothing can hurt u.
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It seems life is different now.. When i see everything differently!! now i feel my mistakes or my chidishness which always seemed correct to me till now.. its like life also has different cameras installed, just like International Cricket Match has, and u get access to a new camera only by paying by your age. Right now i feel i have the right camera .. everything is right .. but i know soon i 'll be given a new one.. and then i will see everything differently again.
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My thoughts are my insanity, They keep me alive. It always seems tough to tell people what r u thinking.. u think u r right n everybody dont care. and then everything does not happens like u wanted, u start thinking more, gaining more insanity(Is Insanity relative?).. Now i feel like a small kid everytime. Now i dont care for anybody, i m not that big insane anymore.. my thoughts are changing again and like everybody else i am feeling i m Right. God!!! I am still a kid
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Well although i dont care but my sorry to evrybody for everything i have done because this is my last appology till i get my next camera.