I know, I have accepted the fact, I am recovering, really slowly, much more slowly than i had expected, but there is a difference between knowing and accepting the fact and living it.
Somehow i want my stupid fucking subconscious mind to accept the fact too, to know that its done, gone. I want these fucking dreams to stop. They are not signs anymore, they are just stupid annoying things which making you realize what you have lost right now, which i dont want to know.
In big picture, this all wont matter, this all will be another petty thing, but how sad it is, that our heart, our desires dont understand that, they like to live in current world.
Apni dhun me rehta hoon
Main bhi tere jaisa hoon.
meraa diyaa jalaaye kaun
mai.n teraa Khaalii kamraa huu.N
aatii rut mujhe royegii
jaatii rut kaa jho.Nkaa huu.N
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