I dont let my guard down that easily, last 2 years although even after whatever happened, I always tried to control myself, but last two days i let myself go in the flow of my emotions and for a change i dont even try to talk myself out of anything. It feels good to not to talk myself, but i miss my controlled form as well, when i used to talk myself out of my bad moods, anger, frustration. When i had a full control on my emotions. I know this is just a phase when i dont want to control myself and it will pass, but such a short phase has made me start missing my own control over my own emotions.
"Moods that take me and erase me..
and I am painted black."
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You have the most killer last line out here!!
Sometimes letting go of control is the hardest and yet.. it is the most heady sensation!
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