* How does it feel when your own voice suffocate you, Can you scream ? *
Lots of things going on in my life !
If it was one at a time, it wud have been easy to pay attention on everything, to sort them out.
But it felt like life has been like a highway, ppl are going in and out of it . Ppl coming and going out of life. I feel like a stranger in front of all the people, and i agreed Continuous talkin is not communication. I talk to them and I never have any sense or understanding wat I m talkin about, ma best tries not to make ppl feel or understand anything, but I know they can feel the change again.
*My bubble that I created around me feels like a plastic around me, I wanna breath*
I m trying to push out everything tht can hurt me, but does it mean tht in the end I will be left with nothing or noone ? Ma all the tries to be happy works all the time works, but then there is a time when I feel alone, all empty. I dont need nobody to talk to, or to tell how I feel, caz I know How to control maself, but these moments are coming more frequently these days.
Why is it so, tht ultimately everything about ur life will come to you only, nobody else can do anything about it, Ur life is your own, one thing that U own, and soon, U gonna be alone, to face the things, to face this life, and then nobody, ur parents, ur friendz can help u, I have learnt one thing, U will have to fight everything alone, and trust me , I dont show it, but sometimes , somewhere I feel scared.
Anyways, Lots of Documentation still to do, and I m talking philosophy.
I m so screwed !
Was plannin to put some nice pic over here, But now m not bothered to do that.
1 comment:
been there..miss it..:)
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