Aug 1, 2007

When was the last time i saw myself in the mirror ?

And then he started to count.. something, anything.. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven and then everythin faded...

I am a beautifully embroided handkerchief.

I hardly give ppl now a days the pleasure of being rude to them and then they say I m rude,
they don understand I m doin them a favour.

" Hey baccha, dont u worry I will be always there for u, how can u even think I can leave u, now come on smile. "
Liar.

"Hey everything gonna be alright :D, Love - Tarun."
Faker

Do i hate myself, I guess no, I m the best handkerchief ever :D

And then its their turn - " Tarun, I will be with you always"
But though you are still with me, I have been alone all along.
I smile.
Ppl say they know me.
I smile.
Ppl say I m the sweetest person.
I smile.
Ppl say You are rude Tarun .
I smile.
Ppl say I don like u
I smile.
Ppl say they will be there for me.
I smile.
Ppl say they love me.
I smile.
Ppl say Fuck Off.
I smile.

My smile with a clear look of amusement on ma face, ma face wondering.. Sayin it to maself - One more.

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Nothin is static...
Every thing move on.
Everything falls apart
Even ma thoughts can walk, they make me feel tired, like an old shit lookin man, lying inside his
grave and clawing at the lid of his coffin, and wonderin if all the world has stopped
to take a dump on ma grave
And then I smile.

Every moment something changes, The life is not like it was a moment ago,
Everybody gain some more experience, if they are sleepin, they are one moment more relaxed,
I m one moment older, I know more things, life has taken one more step towards infinity..
Every moment is different from the moment ago
Every moment somethin changes.
Every moment changes somethin.
and then I smile.

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Even the princess was as help less as the prince.
Ignorance is bliss sometimes.
Sometimes.

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